I fell in love for the first time until I was crushed.

I have a hobby of being abused and can only get aroused when I suffer. Holding in the desires that were incomprehensible even to myself, my limit broke. "I was beaten until I cried for the first time in my life. At that time, I also fell in love for the first time in my life." A slightly extreme autobiography of a 23-year-old's first love.