I Can't Be the Main Character

With a hobby of writing BL novels, Akiharu, a university student fudanshi who loves shipping, quickly approaches his favorite ship (a delusion)? His dream of becoming a wall that watches over them was fulfilled —— was what he thought, but one day a shocking truth from the mouth of the uke (a delusion)….! But reality is stranger than his delusions! This is a new era of a fudanshi's heartful comedy!!

(Source: Pixiv Comic, translated)

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