[Original Webtoon](https://jp.piccoma.com/web/product/198036)

A matrilineal lineage has served the court of the Kingdom of Komei for generations. What dwells within them is a special ability capable of “completely consuming all the libido a man would have for the rest of his life.” After inheriting that power, Lingling begins working as a court lady. Her mission is none other than to subject men to castration by using her gift to turn them into eunuchs. After sleeping with thousands of men and becoming numb in both body and heart, one day, a man who looks very much like her first love appears before her... “Precisely because it will only be for tonight, I want the time I spend with you to be something truly special.” Her body and heart melt beneath that man’s sweet words and tender caresses... [Original Webtoon](https://mechacomic.jp/books/239594)

Even though I already knew my feelings would never be returned, I still couldn’t stop them. Yamada Karen (28), an office worker who was having a workplace romance with the boss she admired, suddenly receives news of his marriage and discovers that she had been “the other woman.” In the midst of that heartbreak, the one who approaches her is Ayase Ren (26), the handsome photographer everyone is talking about. “If you want to give up on love, the best way is to fall in love again.” Little by little, Karen finds herself drawn to him, a man who combines a kindness that accepts even her weaknesses with an elusive, unsettling air. But Ayase had a secret he could tell no one. What began as a comfortable, lukewarm relationship meant to help her forget the person she loved gradually becomes something real… a bitter, mature love story. And so begins an intensely frustrating, slow-burning love full of detours between a woman who cannot move on from heartbreak and a man who wants to move on from his own. [Original Webtoon](https://mechacomic.jp/books/262198)